2010年4月27日星期二

How to boycott feeling of fear?

What a timid and overcautious bridesmaid I am...and ready to runaway. Yeah, I am a bridesmaid at my sister's wedding on this Saturday. But I am intensely afraid what will happend. In fact, I do hate being in the spotlight. It's my nightmare. I guess the cause is from my deep inferiority complex. I always lack of confidence about my looks, fat figure, and anything else.

I think this topic is too depressed, so change another one. Hmmm, I wrote this blog while listening to songs of Nirvana, Kurt Cobain is my favourite. I can't forget that night, first time I listened to the song named"where did u sleep last night", and is attracted me with Kurt's deep and heavy-hearted voice. That voice beat me in despair. Oh no, why do I always cannot get out of sad mood tonight? So, bedtime now, Do not think confusedly.

Good nigth, buddy. (expecially Thomas, I haven't seen u for a long time. I wish everyting is perfect with you, and you got offers what you want.)

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